Thursday, 3 September 2009

its been ages seen i've been blogging..
so sorry , i really need time to cool myself down this few day..
i want to thank all the friends who counsel me everyday ..
(ryan , shaun , wenjie , syafiqah , jiamin )
thanks so much..
w/o you all i think i will suffer..
not long before today, was the 1st month aniver..
to whom you might blame yourself..
from the start , i never blame you .
we cannot decide what will happen next .
so even there are ups and downs..
blaming oneself will not solve the problems..
i myself too have problems..
but i want to thank all my friend who help me..
friendship is the gift of life..
even though i've not really cooled down..
but i will try to ,just for you ..
i'm sorry for not being there for you when you're down..
i think i also have tried hard too..
been trying to start communicating you this few days ..
even though i fail ..
but i will not give this up so easily..
maybe i am just too plain & black and white ..
sorry for not bringing the different colours into your life ..
i really want to get back normal like the day we started off ..
but i will not force ..
i will try my best yet again..
been missing the days when we were so cheerful ..
you are the only light i see when i am down..
hope you will understand what i mean..
i want to tell you that i will not give this up so easily..
i hope to be there everytime time you are down ..
and one last thing..
-iwillalwaysloveyou-





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" She’s a lil girl,
living in her perfect world
Until the bad guy come,
and tore everything apart.."




5 in the morning.
you rang
" sry babe, after this 3 hours, I thought, it's better for us to seperate our diff. lifes.. m sry."
It ended.
300608,,
You end everything with "m sry".
Not only ending this relationship
you ended a me
my heartbeat
my world.
I'm holding back the tears..
I don't want myself to look so dumb, so lamentable..
& now, there's nth i could do to bring u back to me.


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